Goodmorning sunshine! Im inspired to wake-up early in this morning because of him. :) waaaa! I told you im totaly over him. (gaaaa! Im just trying to pretend but obviously I can't) The time right now is 8:45AM im now at my work. The time down there is wrong.
Last night for no apparent reason, I unexpectedly dreamt of my ex-boyfriend(rommel). In my dream we did get back together. Were so happy laughing together. I felt like the dream was real. We stroll together he drives the car while his singing my favorite song and guess what?! In my dream I'm pregnant and his the father. haha! We went to hit the park with my hand always kept in his. We were so happy. I could even perfectly remember the sound of his laugh, the warmth of his hug, and the gentle touch of his lips when he kissed me. Clearly, I could still picture in my head his beautiful smile. his sweetness when were still happy together. I knew I missed it a lot. But still in my dream my when he met my "tatay" this line was what he heared from him--"Di ba likwan mune ing anak ko?! Ot ngeni migbalik kapa ulit?para nanu panasakitan me mu ulit?!Mako ka keni" I'll translate it in tagalog so that other readers will understand the meaning. "Di ba iniwan mo na ang anak ko?! Bakit bumalik ka ulit ngayon? para ano? saktan at iwan lang ulit ang anak ko?Umalis kana" Those were not the exact words but thats the gist of the message. i was of course completely broken hearted. After that scene, I knew no more.
When i woke up this morning, I did not know how to take my dream. If it was warning to save my heart from being hurt again, then fine. Perhaps, Rommel and I are not really meant to be. I have to accept everything. Oh! God give me one week after that I will really forget him. promise!!
Argh! I don't know why it is really hard for me to forget that stupid jerk, maybe i already moved-on but im only attached with the memory of him. A memory when he still inlove with me. I never felt that loved he made me feel before. but then its too sudden he left me.
Well anyway back to my work again. i have a lot of games here to patch! :)
thanks for dropping by here in my blog. much love and care. smooch*
Last night for no apparent reason, I unexpectedly dreamt of my ex-boyfriend(rommel). In my dream we did get back together. Were so happy laughing together. I felt like the dream was real. We stroll together he drives the car while his singing my favorite song and guess what?! In my dream I'm pregnant and his the father. haha! We went to hit the park with my hand always kept in his. We were so happy. I could even perfectly remember the sound of his laugh, the warmth of his hug, and the gentle touch of his lips when he kissed me. Clearly, I could still picture in my head his beautiful smile. his sweetness when were still happy together. I knew I missed it a lot. But still in my dream my when he met my "tatay" this line was what he heared from him--"Di ba likwan mune ing anak ko?! Ot ngeni migbalik kapa ulit?para nanu panasakitan me mu ulit?!Mako ka keni" I'll translate it in tagalog so that other readers will understand the meaning. "Di ba iniwan mo na ang anak ko?! Bakit bumalik ka ulit ngayon? para ano? saktan at iwan lang ulit ang anak ko?Umalis kana" Those were not the exact words but thats the gist of the message. i was of course completely broken hearted. After that scene, I knew no more.
When i woke up this morning, I did not know how to take my dream. If it was warning to save my heart from being hurt again, then fine. Perhaps, Rommel and I are not really meant to be. I have to accept everything. Oh! God give me one week after that I will really forget him. promise!!
Argh! I don't know why it is really hard for me to forget that stupid jerk, maybe i already moved-on but im only attached with the memory of him. A memory when he still inlove with me. I never felt that loved he made me feel before. but then its too sudden he left me.
Well anyway back to my work again. i have a lot of games here to patch! :)
thanks for dropping by here in my blog. much love and care. smooch*
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