It's like being brokenhearted ;((

Hindi na sana ako uuwi kagabi dahil takot na ako umuwi. Takot na ako sa daan walang kasama umuwi. Takot umuwi dahil tatanungin lang nila ako kung saan ako galing, sinong kasama ko, bakit ngayon lang ako dumating, Honestly sawa na akong naririnig ang mga tanong na yun everytime late ako umuwi (yah! i know nagwoworry sila, hindi ba nila maintindihang kaya ko na. Matanda na ako alam ko na mga ginagawa ko. 18 na ako pero ang higpit higpit parin nila sa akin.) Yun yung ayaw ko. hindi na sana ako uuwi sa amin HINDI KO MATIIS SI MAMA. :((
ngayon si mama hindi ako kinakausap, wala na daw syang pakialam sa akin. huhuhu! kaya na daw niya akong tiisin. huhu :(( Bhala na daw ako sa buhay ko. huhu! :(( sinusuyo ku parin sya. Sna bumalik yung date. huhu! Love na love ko si mama.



Sa tingin nyo ba matitiis nya ako??huhu!
Sa tingin nyo ba babalik yung dati sa min?huhu.
SANA NGA. :((

WTF!!

waaaaa! nasnatch cellphone ko!! Grrrr!

Something about LALALOVE. ♥

Sometimes, in our RELENTLESS efforts to find the person we love,

we FAIL to recognize and appreciate the people who love us.

We MISS OUT so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves

to be enslaved by our own SELFISH concerns.

Go for the person of deeds and not for the person of words

for you will find rewarding happiness NOT with the person who love you

but who loves you MORE.

The BEST lovers are those capable of loving from a DISTANCE

far enough to allow the person to GROW, but NEVER TOO FAR to feel

the deep love within your being.

TO LET GO OF SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE

TO STOP LOVING.

IT ONLY MEANS THAT YOU ARE ALLOWING THAT PERSON

TO FIND HIS|HER OWN HAPPINESS WITHOUT EXPECTIING THEM

TO COME BACK.

LETTING GO is not just setting the other person FREE.

But it is also setting yourself free from all the

BITTERNESS, HATRED, and ANGER

that you kept in your HEART.

Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength

and WEAKEN your faith, and never allow PAIN

to DISHEARTEN you but rather let you grow

with wisdom bearing it.

You may find peace in just LOVING someone

from a distance and NOT EXPECTING anything in RETURN.

But be CAREFUL, for this can sustain life,

but can never give ENOUGH room for us to grow.

We can all SURVIVE with just BEAUTIFUL memories of the PAST

but REAL peace and HAPPINESS comes only with

open ACCEPTANCE of what REALITY is.

There comes a time in our lives when we CHANCE upon someone so nice

and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so INTENSELY

attracted to that person.

This feeling SOON becomes a part of our everyday lives

and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions.

The sad part of it is when we BEGIN to REALIZE

that this person feels NOTHING more but FRIENDSHIP.

We start our DESPERATE attempts to get noticed

and be closer, but in the end, out EFFORTS are

STILL UNREWARDED

and we end up being SORRY for ourselves.

You don't have to FORGET someone you LOVED.

What you need is to learn how to ACCEPT

the verdict of reality without being BITTER or sorry for yourself.

Believe me, you would be BETTER OFF giving that dedication

and love to someone more DESERVING.

DON'T LET YOUR HEART RUN YOUR LIFE,

be SENSIBLE and let your MIND speak for itslelf.

Listen not only to your feelings but to reasons as well.

Always remember that

IF YOU LOSE SOMEONE TODAY,

IT MEANS SOMEONE BETTER IS COMING

TOMORROW.

If you lose love, that doesn't mean that you FAILED in love.

CRY IF YOU HAVE TO,

but make sure that the TEARS wash away the hurt

and the bitterness that the past has left you.

LET GO OF YESTERDAY AND LOVE WILL FIND

ITS WAY BACK TO YOU.

And when it does, PRAY that it may be the love that

WILL STAY AND LAST FOR

ETERNITY.

by: gorgeoustaki :)

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have a blessed day.

A GiFT FOR MY BESTFRiEND..

I bought a little cutie monkey stufftoy for bhexsie since she loves to collect "MONKEY" stuff.

I miss her so much! We don't often see each other now. Were both busy.


Waaaaaa! My bestfriend has a new friend. His name is JV, they call each other "BES". To tell you honestly i got jealous when i saw their picture together on facebook. hmp! >_<

First time ko magselos dahil my new friend na siya. Gawd! adik talaga ako, nagseselos talaga ako. hehe! Paano naman kaya sabi ni bhexsie lagi sila magkasama. buti pa sila, samantalang kame once a month nalang ata kami nagkikita unlike before were always together. Hay!! how I wish nextyear na, I want to go back to school para lagi ko ulit siya kasama. >_<>hahar!! natouch ako kay bhexsie! :)

for bhexsie:
-- if you happen to read this post. Ayun lam ko naman mababasa mo toh.
Nagselos talaga ako nun nu! pero okey na ako nagayon. haha!
Anyway I hope you'll like the monkey. Don't worry nextime real monkey na
bibigay ko, ipapadeliver ko si ALJON sainyo. hahahaha. lol. hha:))

THE OLD PHOTO

We visited my couzins house last day and i saw this old picture in my cousins room. It made me laugh so hard because of my face =)) lol. Im so ugly in that photo. Buhay pa pala yang picture na yan. I thought nawala na. haha! anyway the other girl in the picture is my cousin KLAUDEEN, close kami nyan. Im 2years older than her pero ngayon mas matangkad pa siya sa akin. haha

nakakatawa kasi BUNGi pa ako diyan. hahaha. :))


ohh! readers. don't laugh, just smile.

blog.blog.blog =D

Haha! hey. I'ts been a while since i last updated this blog. I did changes today. New blogger template. =D actually it is supposed to be color pink, but then I got lazy changing this babyblue template to pink. Wraaaaa! the comment box is still not working!! Gawd! Can anyone help me how to fix my blog?? So that you guys and gals can post your comment here.


Anyway, Im so busy this past few weeks because of my uncle's death. :c Im not in the mood last week to post here. How I wish justice will soon preveil. Those men don't have conscience! curse them! Grrr!! Last night we saw our auntie, she smiled at me. I felt pain. so awtsss! Coz I can see in her eyes that she is hurting even if she's smiling now, I can see in her eyes deep inside its still hurts and it hurts me too. I just can't believe that my uncle's is dead already. Parang kailan lang. Ang bilis ng lahat ng pangyayari. They are still imbestigating the case of my uncle. I really wish that two guy who killed my uncle will be punished! dapat habang buhay silang makulong!! mga walang konsensiya.

I can't imagine why there is still people like them. I am wondering if they still have conscience. (Siguro wala na talaga.) is that possible??Na walang konsensiya???


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