i miss your mind i miss your heart i miss that weve have faded apart i miss my mind i miss my heart i miss that its not beating cause you've torn it apart. source: www.freepoems.com

A DREAM

Goodmorning sunshine! Im inspired to wake-up early in this morning because of him. :) waaaa! I told you im totaly over him. (gaaaa! Im just trying to pretend but obviously I can't) The time right now is 8:45AM im now at my work. The time down there is wrong.


Last night for no apparent reason, I unexpectedly dreamt of my ex-boyfriend(rommel). In my dream we did get back together. Were so happy laughing together. I felt like the dream was real. We stroll together he drives the car while his singing my favorite song and guess what?! In my dream I'm pregnant and his the father. haha! We went to hit the park with my hand always kept in his. We were so happy. I could even perfectly remember the sound of his laugh, the warmth of his hug, and the gentle touch of his lips when he kissed me. Clearly, I could still picture in my head his beautiful smile. his sweetness when were still happy together. I knew I missed it a lot. But still in my dream my when he met my "tatay" this line was what he heared from him--"Di ba likwan mune ing anak ko?! Ot ngeni migbalik kapa ulit?para nanu panasakitan me mu ulit?!Mako ka keni" I'll translate it in tagalog so that other readers will understand the meaning. "Di ba iniwan mo na ang anak ko?! Bakit bumalik ka ulit ngayon? para ano? saktan at iwan lang ulit ang anak ko?Umalis kana" Those were not the exact words but thats the gist of the message. i was of course completely broken hearted. After that scene, I knew no more.


When i woke up this morning, I did not know how to take my dream. If it was warning to save my heart from being hurt again, then fine. Perhaps, Rommel and I are not really meant to be. I have to accept everything. Oh! God give me one week after that I will really forget him. promise!!
Argh! I don't know why it is really hard for me to forget that stupid jerk, maybe i already moved-on but im only attached with the memory of him. A memory when he still inlove with me. I never felt that loved he made me feel before. but then its too sudden he left me.

Well anyway back to my work again. i have a lot of games here to patch! :)
thanks for dropping by here in my blog. much love and care. smooch*

finally nakalimutan kh na sia.
nkalimutan kh na nga ba??
niaha. ngaun di na ak msiado
affected. nkarealize nkh ngyon.
nagising na ak sa k22hanang
wola nan ROMMELna
babalik pa skin.

i know someday maiinlove
din ulit ak. sana dun na sa
talgang deserving at right guy.
well~~i really hope so. SANA!

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MY PHOTOS :D

waa! after 45years nkapagupload din ng new photos sa friendster account ko.
whew! haha. :D i'll post some of the pictures here. :)


senti. XD haha.





yeah i know pumayat na nga ako compare
sa dati na medyo chubby daw ako.




i heart you. xoxo




panget pagkaedit. hha!





of all the photos i uploaded and edited this one is my favorite. :)
that picture is moi wallpaper on moi phone. hihi :)



tinamad na ako iupload yung iba. just look at them on my friendster account.
take care! ^____^

STUPiD ME!

i hate myself for making him mad at me!! Grrr. now his terribly mad at me. It's all my fault. huhu :c


We had a short conversation last night. It made me cry so much. Kasama paman din naming natutulog kagabi si mama kaming dalawa ng sister ko because nagaway sila ni tatay. So after the short conversation with rommel (my ex). I cried in the CR because i can't i cry in the room. I don't want mama to ask me why I'm crying if the reason is rommel dahil sigurado papagalitan lang ako.


JENN: kamusta kna?Ü misyouuuu!
(I tried to text him. Before opening his message i was so happy he replied,but unfortunately the reply to the message i send him was not the message i expect him to reply me)

ROMMEL: ..bkit pati bestfren q pnapakelaman?, galit nq sau!,wg m hntyng kamuhian kta,
JENN: nki2pagfren lan nman aq e. T.T ok ndi na kse sorry. iniiwasan mo kse aq e.
ROMMEL: ..di m kelangan gwn un, irespect m naman aq, kng an02 pang ittn0ng m sa knya n0h, asar!
JENN: ok ndi nko mgt2nung sknia. wg kna po mgalit sori d na mauulit. =c sori.
ROMMEL: ..sa gnawa m dq lam kng pnu kta mpptwad.
JENN: SORRY na please?ptawarin m nko. =<>

ROMMEL: ..kalimutan m nlng un, kalimutan m ndn aq, s0bra aqng ndisapp0int sa gnwa m,

[akala niya naman ganon lang kadaling kalimutan siya at lahat ng namagitan sa amin. huhu]

JENN: T.T knakalimutan na nga kta. T.T d q nga mgwa! huhu. nsa2ktan prin aq until now everytime na iniiwasan mq! =<
ROMMEL: ..kng knakalimutan mq d m kelngan pakelaman mga friends q, buset,dq lam gnyn ka pla

.. diyan na natapos. Hindi na ako nagreply sa last text nya dahil sobra akong nasaktan baka masumbatan ko lang siya sa lahat ng ginawa nyang masasakit sa akin. kung tutuusin ako dapat magsasabi ng word na "di ko alam ganyan ka pala" sakanya. Ang alam ko lang na kasalanan ko sakanya na ikinagalit niya e yung nagtanong ako sa bestfriend niya at nagtanong, which is kinagalit niya. Siguro dahil alam niya kapag nagpatuloy ako nagtanong sa bestfriend nya e malalaman ko yung totoo na niloko niya lang talaga ako.

thanks for reading..

LOVE is WONDERFUL

while browsing the internet i saw this picture. It's related on my situation right now. Im a girl who can't move-on with the past. I don't know why I can't forget him. Moving on is so hard, If you'll ask others they'll answer the same. Yeah! Its hard. Falling in love to someone is so easy. Forgetting is too long. Love is so magical, even you hurt 100times or more you will still wake up each morning falling in love with that person and even your heart will be broken you'd still fall in love again wether you like it or not. It's all in Go'ds time. We have different perception in love. some girls are manhater because of LOVE, being dump, being cheated, being brokenhearted, being hurt. Don't they realize how it feels to be in love?? they lock there self in the memory of the past that make their hearts broken. we should learn to the things that are past thought to us. Whe should grow stronger. we should accept things that if you're not meant for each other, you're not.

(Evryone say LOVE HURTS, but thats not true. Loneliness hurts. Everyone confuse these things with love but in reality, LOVE is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again) internet source. hihi

if you would ask me why i choose to post this kind of topic. Wala lang. haha! I just realized that its not the LOVE thats hurts, its the situation. (ketak ku?!anong pinagsasabi ko?!) after being left by the one you love. I maybe brokenhearted and loveless right now, but someday i know I'll fall in love again the way i felt when I fell in love with rommel. Hindi man ako makapagmove-on ngayon that time will come that i can finally accept everything. (at this moment I can't say that i've already moved-on with him. Coz everytime he enters my mind i can still feel the pain.) I am busy everyday but there would come a time i just seat silently and think of him. (here in my wor) then my boss would ask me "oh mai. tulala kana naman.. sino iniisip mo? iniwan ka ata ng boyfriend mo?lagi kang tulala" . Most of the time pag andito ako sa work minsan tulala ako.

I really hope, this heart will be healed soon. I can't take imagining that his happy with someone else, his kissing someone else, his hugging someone else, it's like im slowly dying. It hurts me more than you guys and gals know. Well its not my fault to fall in love so deep and except that our relationship before would last because he made me feel that way but the sad part was, HE LEFT ME. and I can't find a way to bring back all the things back when he still loves me.

thanks for reading ^_^

when boredom strikes :/

WEBCAM PICTURE :D

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Waaa! Im so ugly!! err. :/ Wala na akong time magpaganda. Im so busy with my work. Kahit nagbabantay lang ako internet cafe. superr pagod ako. haha XD

superr pagod kakaview sa fs nan CRUSH ko. :) hehe. Pupunta pala ako sa bahay nila bhexsie tomorrow. wraaa!! I miss her. :d

END. XD

i CRUSH HiM :x

his name is Liam roque. :) crush na crush ko yan. haha.
wala lang naisipan ko lang ipost ang pictures nya.
cute siya for me. :)

MY HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY :)

LiBRA (Sept.23-Oct.22)


The bottom Line

Tunnel vision isn't desirable in this situation. Try to grasp the
entire picture.

In detail: Take a chance on love. Speculation in the romantic realm can work out with surprisingly good results, especially since the stars currently favor bold moves and and big risks. holding back will just hinder your attempt, so whatever your going after, go after it all the way. You're beyond magnetic right now-- you're practically your own magnetic field, so you're guaranteed that the that the object of your desire will respond in just the you'd like.

Naniniwala lang ako sa horoscope. hehe! Minsan kase nagiging tama yung sa horoscope e. (naexperence ko na kasi) one time.When I and Rommel are still together. Last day ko syang nakasama nun. AUGUST 27, 2009. Magkasama kaming dalawa sa kanila. Nanonood kami ng Television that time. Sa sis ata nabanggit nun yung sa mga horoscope. Sabi pa nga nun. "Huwag masyadong maghigpit sa taong minamahal mo, bahala ka ikaw din. Baka masakal siya sayo at iwan ka nya.." tinamaan ako nun. haha :)) Nung time na din na yun nagkakaproblem na kami ni rommel. Lock of trust. Tapos nasakal na ata siya saakin. So yun after a week or days ata nun. Yun na. ~~BOOM!! nagkandaletse na! hha. :))

Wala lang pinost ko lang dito yung horoscope ko. Hmmm.. Sa sinasabi ng horoscope ko para talagang dapat ko na siyang kalimutan at magmove-on na. Start a new relationship again. pero ayoko pa talaga e. Masaya namang single.

Mahirap kasi magjump sa isang relationship tapos di ka pa pala totally nakapagmove-on dun sa past unfair naman yun sa magiging present.

HUMANE AWARD :)

SHERi AMOR thanks fer this award :)

hehe. speechless. I have nothing to post i just want to thank her for being nice to me. :) BTW. my bestfriend's father is still alive. napacomment lang ako sa nabasa ko on your blog. hehe! :)

GiFT nila nung mag18 akh. :)

gift ni tita vicky.

perfume.

gift nila jhenny. jhen. nikki. peds. chard. micko. thine.

its a cute elephant stufftoy. :)

gift ni ate joann :)

gift ni ate ann :)

gift ni tita lani. a picture frame

and a bag. :)

gift ni grace(my pamangkin)





perfume galing kay tita odeth. :)

a cute bracelet with my name. galing kay arren(former

4thyr classmate)





galing kay tita laila :)






galing kay bhexsie yan. :D
keychain sa fone. shirt. and chocolate.
balat na nga lang yung chocolate dahil kinain
na namin ni mama. haha. XD

gift ni tal. :) isang cute na cute na bear.name nya frostee. :)

-iniingatan ko lahat ng bigay sa akin. hehe XD

thank you so much sa lahat nan gifts. :)

naappreciate ko. :)

Lapit na christmas open po ang bahay namin

para sa mga gift nyo. haha!!

kahit bigyan nyo lang ako nang lalaking

totoong magmamahal. haha XD

joke!! nagbibiro lang ako. :D

YOU

by: jenn

You're still the reason why my tears fall..

you're still the reason why my heart is breaking..

you're still the reason why I'm abscent minded often times..

you're still the reason why I can't let go..

You're still the reason why I hate love songs..

You're still the reason why I'm still single and not

available..

Coz i know deep inside..

My heart would only beat for one guy

and that is YOU..

- last night i wrote that short poem while I'm crying. I dont know why i should feel this way. Love is so unfair!! you loved truely and give everything but they will just cheat on you. Sometimes I wish to be numb so that i will not feel pain, sometimes I wish I will be stonehearted so that I can avoid falling inlove and getting hurt. Pagod na ako masaktan. I dont deserve to be cheated!!

ACCEPTANCE ;c

I need to accet everything even if its still hurts me. I have to avoid texting him or to reply on his messages(kahit ngayon di na siya nagtetext. nagtetext lang sya kapag may kailangan siya),iiwasan ko na din iview ang friendster account niya. I have to erase ROMMEL in my vocabulary. I have to erase him here <3 coz stupid person like him dont deserve to be loved. so i should have to forget him. T.T

Everytime I remember him, i feel lonely and depressed. That stupid jerk he promise not to hurt me, but he did. He hurt me many times. Wala siyang isang salita! Minsan iniisip ko if he really loved me before when were together. If he really does he would never hurt me and he would not make reason that will hurt my feelings (pero ayokong isiping hindi niya ako MiNAHAL noon, dahil nasasaktan ako at naramdaman ko namang minahal nya ako nung UNA, pero naging malabo rin lahat. [by the way. sorry for being taglish] HEHE.XD

Compare to my past relationship, i would say this was the most painful break-up i have ever experienced. ;((

Kung tatanungin mo ako kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon? ang isasagot ko, MALUNGKOT na MALUNGKOT. Iniisip ko palang sya nalulungkot na ako. Yung feeling na ayokong mabakante ang time ko para maiwasng isipin ko sya.

Hay! If only i could bring back time hindi ako gagawa nang bagay na ayaw niya.
Pero kung babalik man siya sa akin tatanggapin ko parin sya. Pero kung dumating man ang time na yun na may-iba na ako. SORRY nalang sakanya. hay! asa pa akong babalik sya sa akin. tsk!

FORTHY FiVE THINGS A GiRL WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR:

(don't read if you don't want to :P)

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

Keep reading..

11.Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends, it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?.

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it..

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know !!

We might deny it, but we actually like and kinda want you to tickle us..

26. Don't lie to HER.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.
Are you still reading this?. You better, because, it's IMPORTANT!.
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

Remember all this things when you are with her next time..

36. When people TEASE her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart. Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible.

Remember to show her that she's LOVED..

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

You'll never know when she needs just a little bit more love.

YOUR 10 NAMES

YOUR 1O NAMES

1. YOUR REAL NAME:

+ jennylyn d turla

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:

(first four letters of your name, plus 'zzie')

+ jennzzie

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:

(fav color and fav animal)

+ purplecat

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:

(middle name, and current street)

+ dayrit hadrian turla

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:

(the first three letters of your last name,

first 2 letter of your first name, first 3 letters of

your mom's name)

+ rlajecris

6. SUPER HERO NAME:

(2nd favorite color, favorite drink)

+ pinkpineapple

7. IRAQI NAME:

(2nd letter of your 1st name, 3rd letter of your last name,

any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your

mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of your dad's middle name,

1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your mom's middle name)

+ eraamjo

8. MONUMENT NAME:

(fathers and mothers middle name)

+ zamoracastro

9. GOTH NAME:

(3rd favorite color, and the name of one of your pet)

+ yellowtasha

10. SCREEN NAME:

(any of your tv's brand and your bestfriends last name)

+ tlcretucsan

TRY IT!

HAHA. xD

100 facts about me.

001. Real name: Jennylyn D. Turla
002. Nicknames: jenn.lyn. jenny. bunso. pukang.
003. Status: SINGLE :)
004. Zodiac sign: Libra :D
005. Male or female: FEMALE
006. Age:18
007. Birthday: SEPTEMBER 30, 1991
008. Course: stop
009. Residence: PHILIPPINES
010. Hair color: BLACK
011. Long or short hair: LOOOONG
012. Smoke: I DON'T SMOKE
013. Drink: the bar. RH.
014. Available: *blush*
015. Are you a health freak: KINDA :]
016. Height:4'11
017. Crush: :) :) :)
018. Do you like yourself: YEAH?
019. Piercing: EARS :)
020. Righty or lefty: RIGHTY
021. Tattoos: none
022. First surgery: NEVER BEEN THERE
023. First piercing: EARS
024. First bestfriend/s: MY FIRST BEST FRIEND WAS PRiNCESS PAGUiO. then my present now is MHARiA EDLYN RETUCSAN.
025. First award: GRADE 4- 5th HONOR
026. First Love: *john oliver martin*
027. First pet: cat:]
028. First vacation: candaba
029. First celphone: 3210. HAHA XD
030. First crush: RHONY. when i was grade 1. hha.LOL!
049. eating: -RIGHT NOW? none. :(
050. Drinking: NONE XD
052. I'm about to:post blog XD
053. Listening to: one time.
054. Food: EVERYTHING XD
055. Drink/s: EVERYTHING XD
056. Color/s: pink. purple. yellow :)
057. Number/s: 27. 14. 30
058. Want kids: WHO DOESN'T?
059. Want to get married: not yet im too young for that matter.
060. Careers in mind: a journalist?i dunno yet.
068. Lips or eyes: EYES XD
069. Hugs or kisses: both. XD
070. Shorter or taller: TALLER
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: STOMACH?
074. Sensitive or loud: SENSITIVE XD
075. Hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIP
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant
078. Kissed a stranger: NOOO
079. Drank bubbles: NAH
080. Lost glasses/contacts: I DON'T USE ONE
081. Ran away from home: I TRIED TOO, WHEN I WAS LIKE 4 OR SOMETHING (CAUSE THEY DIDN;T LET ME PLAY IN THE RAIN) HAHA XD
082. Liked someone nerd: I DON'T GET IT XD
083. brilliant: HUH?
084. Broken someones heart: I HOPE I DIDN'T
085. Been arrested: NAH
086. Turned someone down: YES
087. Cried when someone died: OF COURSE
088. Liked a friend: YES YES YES
DO YOU BELIVE IN:
089. In yourself: SOMETIMES
090. Miracles: YES
091. Love at first sight: NAH
092. Heaven: YEAH
093. Santa claus: NOPE
094. Sex on the first date: PATHETIC :\
095. the more you hate, the more you love: NOT NECESSARILY
096. Angels: YEAH
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?
-YEAH.
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?
-yEAH.
099. Do you believe in God?
- OF COURSE :)
100. Do you love someone who doens't love you?
-SADLY, YEAHXD :P :( :) : :\
- my emotions after answering this haha

75 THiNGS :)

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
- My hair.
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
- purple :)
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- yeah :)
4.Do you plan outfits?
- No. I wear several before I make a decision.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
- depressed.
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
- my shirt
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
- yahoo messenger user XD
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
- it was about him :]
9. Did you meet anybody new today?
- yes. I talked with the man here at my work.
10. What are you craving right now?
- a good book, some food, and a hug.
11. Do you floss?
- sometimes. When I feel like it.
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
- Greens. :
13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
- I seldom use my ym, and I don't have an aim account.
14. Are you emotional?
- yes [but i'm not emo] so forget what your about to say jenn! :P
15. Would you dance to the taco song?
- sorry slow. :)
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
- i have enough common sense to not to :)
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
- lick. IT HURTS WHEN I BITE :
18. Do you like your hair?
- no. It's so ugly now. :l
19. Do you like yourself?
- yes
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
- yes
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
- cottage cheese? i'll pass hehe :)
22. What are you listening to right now?
- one time. my former classmate back when i was grade 5 dedicates me that song. Its nice and i love it!
23. How many countries have you visited?
- err. None yet :)
24. Are your parents strict?
- yeah. If there is such as word as STRICTIEST, that's them.
25. Would you go sky diving?
- no.
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
- no way :) jokes
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
- that would be fun :)
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
- my phone :)
29. Have you ever been in a castle?
- no :)
30. Do you rent movies often?
- no. hehe :)
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
- renz & gilbert. a year ago. that was when Im 4thyr HS.
32. Have you made a prank phone call?
- no
33. Do you own a gun?
- no :)
34. Can you count backwards from 74?
- I don't want to :)
35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
- my family
36. Brown or white eggs?
- Your talking about food right? Our native eggs are smaller, and I like eating lots, so white :)
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
-err? sorry slow hehe
38. Ever been on a train?
- not yet
39. Ever been in love?
- yes. :] many times. :)
40. Do you have a cell-phone?
- yup
41. Are you too forgiving?
- yesh
42. Do you use chap stick?
-no
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
- ask her hehe :) shes very busy.
44. Can you use chop sticks?
- no i dont no how to use that. haha
45. Ever have cream puffs?
- no
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
- No :)
47. What was the last question you asked?
- Asked my BOSS: "okey na po ba?"
48. What was the last CD you bought?
- I don't buy them :)
49. Boys or girls?
- boys?
50. What is your bus number for school?
- none
51. Is your hair curly?
- No
52. Last time you cried?
- earlier.muntik nko maaksidente sa jeep.
53. Ever walked into a wall?
- Harry Potter much? hehe
54. Do looks matter?
- I don't really care much :)
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
- err?
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
- not intentionally :)
57. Favorite time of the year?
- Christmas :)
58. Favorite color?
- purple and pink
59. Are you sarcastic?
- no
60. Do you have any tattoos?
- none
61. The last person you held hands with?
- Matthew :)
62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
- No.
63. Where was your default picture taken at?
- At home, when i was in the kitchen.
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
- I'm angry at them, but I never hate :]
65. Do you like your life right now?
- yes
66. How often do you talk on the phone?
- I talked to someone last night :)
67. What is your favorite animal?
- baboy :) hehe cute piggies :] and cat also.
68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
- a cute sleeveless. color purple. :)
69. Do you have good vision?
- yes
70. Can you hula hoop?
- yeah :)
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
- Forgive yes. But never forget.
72. Do you have a job?
- yah
73. Can you handle the truth?
- I'll try my best
74. What are you wearing?
- t-shirt. pants. shorts. alot :)
75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
- when I was a kid haha XD

got it from her. :)

BOYFRiEND

When a girl walks away from you - [Follow her]
When she stares at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hits you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she starts cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignores you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steals your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything isokay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she likes you - [she really does more than you couldunderstand]
When she grabs at your hands - [Hold hers and play with her fingers]
When she bumps into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is sooooo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok, don’t believe it, talk to her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you - Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think itsstupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
--&& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?" :))

A QUOTE:

if you love someone, never hesitate to show what you feel, just follow your heart. Never waste your time, never fear, nor doubt,never expect in return. Don't be afraid to become stupid. Just love, be real. You might get hurt, but you must not give-up. Just live your life LOVE THE WAY YOU WANT. NEVER GET TIRED. STAY ALIVE TO LOVE AND STAY INLOE TO LIVE. :)

A VERY TOUCHiNG SONG..

Last monday evening, before i go to sleep my sister janeth asked me to listen to the song that her bestfriend send to her via bluetooth. She told me that her bestfriend said "pakinggan mo bago ka matulog. nakakainspire at nakakatouch" and so we listened to the song before we go to sleep that night. Actually its my first time to hear a song like that, for me it's like a poem. The song entitled FATHER'S LOVE LETTER. It's not a lovesong or a RNB nor a rap song but its a christian song. The song inspired me and it touched my heart. I love it. It's a nice and very inspiring and touching song. The song is all about Almighty God singing his love letter for us people on earth.. It is such a meaningful song. I really like it!

When i woke up tommorow morning i decided to post it here in my blog, and i decided to search it on you tube, so that i can post the song here for you to be able to hear it and listen to the song.


i hope you'll love it and I'm pretty sure you will. enjoy listening! :)



now after listening the song what did you feel?

ME? i feel very lucky and blessed. :)
i feel so welcome to Go'ds kingdom. :)

6 words women use :)

1. FINE.
- this is the word women use to end an argument. when they are right and you need to shut up.


2. 5 MINUTES.
- if she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.


3. NOTHING.
- this is the calm before the storm. this means something, and you should be on your toes. arguments that begin with NOTHING usually end in FINE.


4. GO AHEAD.
- this is a dare. not a persmission. don't do it!

5. LOUD SIGH.
- this means she thinks you're an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing.


6. THAT's OCEI
- this means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistakes.

HURT

You're the only song in my head that keeps on playing.
How can I possibly agree with what you're insisting?
You do know I don't understand your lyrics.
Tell me you're not dropping this dynamics.
You speak like we won't see each other anymore.
Why the sudden change of mind and feeling?
Are you finally shutting these doors?
I hate this idea of leaving.
Don't leave me hanging around like this.
Like what we've been through is nothing.
Don't tell me that the bliss is over.
But then, I guess, it already is.


-its been a month since we broke up but i can still feel the pain everytime i remember what he did to me, everytime i feel how much i love him.

BESTFRiENDS^^

i have a little bestfriend her name is mharia edlyn retucsan. We call each other "BHEXSiiE". i treat her like my little sister. close kami to the point nah sabay pa kami naliligo(pag minsan magkasama kami actually twice palang haha). I love her so much. Our friendship started when were in are 4thyear highschool. I never expected na magiging friends kami at magiging bestfriend ko sia. unexpected talaga. We have a lot of things in common. cute din kame pareho. hoho! wag kana kumontra. kanya kanyang business yan e. haha. lol. Mahilig sia kumain. Matakaw pag tulog. Matakaw pag gising. Matakaw pag nagugutom(ayun sakanya). pinaka favorite hobby nia eating talaga. She is like my angel ^^.
hindi lang pala like angel ko pala talaga. I can't afford to loose a bestfriend like her. Wag lang kayong magkamaling agawin sia saakin nakoo. magwawala ako. hehe. :)

Lagi kami magkasama ni bhexsie nung kami ay 4thyr hs pa. kahit saan sya magpunta andun ako. haha. lagi pa nga kami minsan nagcucutting class sa english dahil la kaming skillbuilder pareho. hoho! di ako nakabili. pati din sia. Minsan di kami papasok sa isang subject tapos tambay lang kami sa library magbabasa nang books. book lover kasi kaming dalawa e. kaya minsan asa canteen kami. guess what ano ginagawa namin?? kain lang ng kain kahit la na pambili foods. haha.

Yung present BOYFRiEND nia ngayon dati kong crush. pero di na ngayon. dahil ata sa akin kaya nagkakilala sila. :) masaya ako para sa kanilang dalawa dahil mahal na mahal nila ang isa't-isa. Di ako nagwoworry na sasaktan sia ni GLENN(bf nia) dahil alam ko mahal sia ni glenn. :) nakkoo! subukan lang nyang saktan bhexsie ko papasalvage ko sia. (just kidding^^ di naman ako ganun kasama). Minsan nga naiinggit ako kay bhexsie kasi buti pa sia may boyfriend na katulad ni glenn. pagdating sa lovelife opposite kami ni bhexsie. maganda lovelife nya, panget ang akin. siguro ganon lang talaga ang life. :) darating din yung para sa akin in time. :)OPEN kami sa isa't-isa ni bhexsie. wala akong sinesekreto sakanya ganon din naman sia sa akin. kahit sa pinaka personal pang bagay sinasabi ko sakanya. Minsan na ngang nagtampo mama ko dahil daw laging kay bhexsie ko sinasabi lahat lahat pwede naman din daw pati sakanya. :)Actually hindi ko alam kung paano. anung date. etc. kung paano kami naging magbestfriend. Basta pag may nagtatanong kung ano ko sya sinasagot ko lang "bestfriend ko. bakit?"(ganon din pala sia. june 06 2008 nang magstart na magtawagan kami ng BHEXSiE. bhexsie bhest yun kaya lang pinaikli lang namin. :)TO BE CONTINUED.

masakit na mata ko. kanina pa ko nkaharap sa computer.october 05, 2009 08:30 AM- continuation^^.Lagi kaming andyan para sa isa't-isa. Ngayon year lang na toh kami hindi masyado nagkikita dahil busy sya sa school at busy ako sa aking work. Kapag naman nagpplano akong pumunta sakanila lagi namang hindi natutuloy. Pag sya naman ngpplano ganoon din. haha. magbestfriend nga kami. alam nyo ba?--miss na miss ko na nga yung pagbobonding naming dalawa. ;C Hindi ko na kasi sya nakakasama palagi.

EDXAii^_6
by: jenn
you are the light in my darkest night
guiding me all through the night..
you are like my eyeswithout
you I can't see the beauty of the sun
you are my shoulder to cry on every moment i want to cry..
you always make me smile..
you hold me tight when you knowim falling apart..
you teach me what is the right and wrong..
you never leave me in times i needsomeone to talk to..
you are like my handerchief towipe away my tearsand sorrow..
you are like a cholocateyou turn bitterness to sweetness..
I'll never find another one like you coz your more than enough for me..
I'll say this is true you mean the world to me..
and I love you so much bhexsie. <3

*poem fer moi bestfriend. :)
sana magkaroon nan chance na mabasa nia yan. kahit panget dedicated yan sknia. galing sa kalooblooban nan puso kh yan. specially for her. :)

- -pasensya na bestfriend panget lang yung ginawa ko. :D