while browsing the internet i saw this picture. It's related on my situation right now. Im a girl who can't move-on with the past. I don't know why I can't forget him. Moving on is so hard, If you'll ask others they'll answer the same. Yeah! Its hard. Falling in love to someone is so easy. Forgetting is too long. Love is so magical, even you hurt 100times or more you will still wake up each morning falling in love with that person and even your heart will be broken you'd still fall in love again wether you like it or not. It's all in Go'ds time. We have different perception in love. some girls are manhater because of LOVE, being dump, being cheated, being brokenhearted, being hurt. Don't they realize how it feels to be in love?? they lock there self in the memory of the past that make their hearts broken. we should learn to the things that are past thought to us. Whe should grow stronger. we should accept things that if you're not meant for each other, you're not.
(Evryone say LOVE HURTS, but thats not true. Loneliness hurts. Everyone confuse these things with love but in reality, LOVE is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again) internet source. hihi
if you would ask me why i choose to post this kind of topic. Wala lang. haha! I just realized that its not the LOVE thats hurts, its the situation. (ketak ku?!anong pinagsasabi ko?!) after being left by the one you love. I maybe brokenhearted and loveless right now, but someday i know I'll fall in love again the way i felt when I fell in love with rommel. Hindi man ako makapagmove-on ngayon that time will come that i can finally accept everything. (at this moment I can't say that i've already moved-on with him. Coz everytime he enters my mind i can still feel the pain.) I am busy everyday but there would come a time i just seat silently and think of him. (here in my wor) then my boss would ask me "oh mai. tulala kana naman.. sino iniisip mo? iniwan ka ata ng boyfriend mo?lagi kang tulala" . Most of the time pag andito ako sa work minsan tulala ako.
I really hope, this heart will be healed soon. I can't take imagining that his happy with someone else, his kissing someone else, his hugging someone else, it's like im slowly dying. It hurts me more than you guys and gals know. Well its not my fault to fall in love so deep and except that our relationship before would last because he made me feel that way but the sad part was, HE LEFT ME. and I can't find a way to bring back all the things back when he still loves me.
thanks for reading ^_^
